I'm really terrible at this!

So, yes I know it's been awhile. At least I do update every so often. Life with Amber has been interesting. I will not go into all the details, but things are going better. God is good is all I can say. I am really glad I have family to talk to when things have gotten me down. I just had been so sad lately and letting things get in my way...but thanks to friends and mostly family you all helped so much!
I recently have started attending church again. I absolutely LOVE Pastor Trainer. I think God will do great things through him with our church. Church is something I look forward to again. I'm not proud to say that before I never wanted to go, but sadly it was the truth. Our church has definately been growing and it is really exciting :) Starting in September we are going to be having a second service now. It will be at the same time as the first service, but it will be more contemporary.....not sure how much more contemporary one can get lol. I am excited though. The Pastor for the second service is a missionary candidate, so that is pretty interesting. We are currently doing a series called " A walk Across The Room". It's a series on how each individuals personal story always boils down to someone taking a walk across the room to introduce it to you. Well not every story, but most stories. Our Pastor is so into it, and he is genuine you can tell. He is great at keeping ones attention as well. So, if you couldn't tell....I'm excited!
Work is going well....I still like my job. School starts mid september...I no longer have enough classes to be full time...which isn't great b/c that equals no heath insurance...hope I don't get sick! I actually need to stop procrastinating...I haven't even scheduled my classes yet...YIKES. I'm ready to be done and graduated. I just have to keep telling myself I can do it.
In other news, I'm dating Jared. I am not sure how fast word spreads in the family, but him and I have always been friends since we last broke up...I think on both parts we were a lil afraid, bc we became to serious to fast. I like spending time with him, but I like my time apart as well...at least for now. With Josh I was with him every single stinkin second of the day! EW. lol. I totally learned my lesson there. Ok, well I have to get up and go to work in the morning, so I'm gonna get going. As I always say i am going to try and keep up with this...very unlikely but I am going to try. Love you all!