Feeling a lil down :(

Well today has been an alright day, nothing great. Last night was fun though. I had a rough evening after work. I went to pick up my couch ( there are some of you that know about it, if you don't I might let ya in on it just ask) so I brought it home, and picking it up brought up a lot of emotions that made me sad and maybe even hurt a little bit. I'm glad I have moved on I can def. see that it has been much better for me. However I can't get it out of my mind how things changed so quickly so fast. There was a promise there and that promise was broken. I know that I will never be able to answer it. God was looking out for me. I'm incredibly thankful I have a family that loves me and saw that things just weren't right. Being there last night brought back some really bad memories...ones I really didn't want to think about, and I am ready to just put these feelings and thoughts in the trash. I'm glad that I have a wonderful family that I love and I definately learned my lesson. I have a good boyfriend who treats me well and I am able to have fun with him and be myself....that is something I learned is to be myself....don't let anyone change you it only is harmful for myself and leads to no good.
Speaking of Jared, he is a good guy. Last night I actually met his sister and brother-in-law. I share this with you because well he has never introduced any of his 3 other girlfriends to his family. That definately made me feel special! He talks about me meeting his mom, but I suppose I have to be in the right place at the right time....plus she works odd hours. So it was nice to meet some family. His sister is precious, and her husband is hillaroius! It was great getting to know them first, they have 4 kids as well but they were asleep. Her and i Get along quite well she adopted all of her children, so me being a former social work major we had a lot to chat about. Plus she asked how Aunt Pam was doing. For anyone who does not know Jared and his family attend the Assembly of God in Mansfield, so they knew well Uncle Dan, Aunt Pam, erin and mike. Ok I'm rambling now....but I probably should get some sleep I am quite exhausted. I had 3 quizzes today in Chemistry and well lets just say i got frustrated with myself. Ok, everyone have a fabulous day or night....depending on where you are at in the world! Love you all!