Well today has been an alright day, nothing great. Last night was fun though. I had a rough evening after work. I went to pick up my couch ( there are some of you that know about it, if you don't I might let ya in on it just ask) so I brought it home, and picking it up brought up a lot of emotions that made me sad and maybe even hurt a little bit. I'm glad I have moved on I can def. see that it has been much better for me. However I can't get it out of my mind how things changed so quickly so fast. There was a promise there and that promise was broken. I know that I will never be able to answer it. God was looking out for me. I'm incredibly thankful I have a family that loves me and saw that things just weren't right. Being there last night brought back some really bad memories...ones I really didn't want to think about, and I am ready to just put these feelings and thoughts in the trash. I'm glad that I have a wonderful family that I love and I definately learned my lesson. I have a good boyfriend who treats me well and I am able to have fun with him and be myself....that is something I learned is to be myself....don't let anyone change you it only is harmful for myself and leads to no good.
Speaking of Jared, he is a good guy. Last night I actually met his sister and brother-in-law. I share this with you because well he has never introduced any of his 3 other girlfriends to his family. That definately made me feel special! He talks about me meeting his mom, but I suppose I have to be in the right place at the right time....plus she works odd hours. So it was nice to meet some family. His sister is precious, and her husband is hillaroius! It was great getting to know them first, they have 4 kids as well but they were asleep. Her and i Get along quite well she adopted all of her children, so me being a former social work major we had a lot to chat about. Plus she asked how Aunt Pam was doing. For anyone who does not know Jared and his family attend the Assembly of God in Mansfield, so they knew well Uncle Dan, Aunt Pam, erin and mike. Ok I'm rambling now....but I probably should get some sleep I am quite exhausted. I had 3 quizzes today in Chemistry and well lets just say i got frustrated with myself. Ok, everyone have a fabulous day or night....depending on where you are at in the world! Love you all!
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Feeling a lil down :(
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
So, today has been a very interesting day. I started out at an early time to get to NC to do some self-paced algebra....and I decided to go the back way through Shelby. Yeah....I get about a mile out of shelby and realize I have a flat tire! All I can say is I am glad I grabbed the one light jacket I had. I was freezing! So, finally i called dad and he found a tire service to come help me...If u hadn't cought on yet I do not know how to change a tire lol. So the guy gets there and he decides to tell me his entire life story. He is 30, has an eight yr old daughter he has custody of and a two year old boy who will start potty training. Oh and did I mention he said I could use the restroom at the shop, but it is dirty and doesn't meet his standards b/c he thinks he is a girl lol. Let's see oh yes and when he couldn't get his machine that takes the bolts out to start he showed his butt crack and kept trying for ten minutes while him and I both were freezing! Finally he decided to do it by hand and it went much faster! Yeah my day just went downhill from there, but I'm not gonna go into that. Alright well I must get some sleep b/c I have to work in the A.M. Hope you all sleep well! Much Love!
Yes folks it is a picture of the periodic table, why you might ask......b/c chemistry is starting to kick my butt! lol. I think I am being extra hard on myself. I study so hard all the time, by myself and with my study group, and when I get a high C I get so mad! All I ever get is B's and C's why for once can't I get an A. Well in chemistry anyway. Everyone says its chemistry be happy with a C it's passing...but nope I can't be like that b/c I am striving for that A. I suppose I could share about the rest of my school life with you as well. I am actually get a 100% in my algebra class if you can believe that! Well nutrition.....one would think that would be a very common sense class haha think again I would have to say it's almost harder than chemistry...but it's b/c there is such tidious information that even our instructor says we will never need.....then why teach it! I'm pretty excited about next quarter. The plan is to take 3 more quarters...anatomy 1 in the winter, anatomy 2 in the spring, and anatomy 3 in the summer....wooohooo then it's time for clinicals! Ok, so I'm a little excited what's wrong with that, haha. In the winter I am fine on classes, I will still be full time, but spring is another story. In the spring I have to add another class in order to be full time so I can stil maintain health insurance. Many people have told me who needs health insurance...but me, I do not have the greatest immune system in the world...and i find myself at the doctor's office frequently, more than I care to be. So the plan is to add a photography class. The class is not to expensive, and it's something I enjoy doing so now I can learn how to make my pictures a little better. I know I am rambling. This post is very long, but know I had to get one up here and quick or I would hear about it! Our internet was down for like 4 days, so it is now just back up and boy am I ever glad! Alright all off to school I go....( Em I was procrastinating on leaving for school ) Have a great day!
Sunday, October 19, 2008
I JOINED THE BANDWAGON!
Well, Due to some convincing from Ashley I decided that I to would start blogging. Now I will warn you now, my life is not all that interesting. I suppose I will just let everyone else decide if it is worth reading or not! So here it goes I am taking Ashleys challenge!
I AM a daughter, a niece, a friend, a girlfriend, and a very busy nursing student!
I WANT to figure out where I am headed and how long it will take me to get there
I HAVE an amazing family, a wonderful job and some fabulous friends
I KEEP way to many memories from the past
I WISH I COULD travel to african and many other places
I HATE when people are down right rude to others
I HEAR the television (which indicates my parents are back from vacation)
I DON'T THINK there are enough hours in the day
I REGRET not listening to my family on certain things
I LOVE the fall, photography, and cuddling :)
I AM NOT one to tolerate talking behind peoples backs
I DANCE in stores when I hear a good beat ( but just move enough to satify my desire to dance and without looking silly)
I SING in my car on the way to and from school, and sometimes randomly with Jared
I NEVER will jump out of an airplane
I RARELY complain about school anymore
I CRY WHEN I WATCH oh whats that show called makeover home edition...u get the idea
I AM NOT ALWAYS confident in myself
I HATE THAT I dwell on things in the past,present and future sometimes
I'M CONFUSED ABOUT what I'm feeling
I NEED to go to church more often
I SHOULD be sleeping right now due to my headache
I AM working on me!
